"MIIKA! Sun pittää heittää meiät koululle!" Oli ensimmäinen asia jonka kuulin ja sisäistin tänään. Nousen nopsasti istuma-asentoon sängyssäni ja huomaan, ettei vasemmassa kädessä ole tuntoa lankaan, vaan se jää roikkumaan elottomana samalla, kun minä ryhdyn etsimään t-paitaa kaapista.
"Miks, mun kädessä ei oo tuntoa." Sanon minä johon Tatu sanoo, että niiden linkkikuski on kuollu, jonka minä otan samantien todesta, kun aivot on vielä suurimmaksi osaksi unessa. Saan sitten ihan oikeankin selityksen, ettei linkki ollut tullut ajallaan ja nyt ne tarttis kyytiä koululle.
Tatu kävelee poies huoneesta ja minä alan etsiskellä muita vaatekappaleita ympäri huonetta. Kävelen rivakasti eteiseen, mistä löydän sekä Tatun että Vilman vaan seisoskelemasta. "No menkää nyt vaikka raapimaan auton ikkunoita puhtaaksi tai jotain!" Tiuskahdan heille samalla etsien ulkokamppeita. Avaimet ja lompakon jätin pitkästä aikaa oman huoneen pöydälle, enkä eteisen kaapin päälle, joten niidenkin paikallistamiseen menee vähän aikaa.
Äkkiä autolle, missä Tatu & Vilma on jo jonkin verran yrittäneet raaputella ikkunaa, huonosti ja huomaa, ettei kumpikaan ole vielä ajanut huonosti raaputetussa autossa, kun jälki on niin huonoa, sitä oppii sitten kun ekaa kertaa lähtee liikenteeseen huonosti raaputetulla autolla, että miten tärkeää on raaputtaa auto kunnolla.
Huomaan sitten auton kellosta, että kello on jo kymmenen yli kaheksa ja ihmettelen ääneen miksei ne tulleet aikasemmin sanomaan. "No myö ooteltiin jos sieltä tulis vaikka taksi niinkun ennenkin, mutta ei tullu tällä kertaa."
No ajan ne sitten ihan ajallaan koululle ja lähen takasinpäin hiljakseen ja nyt oonkin sitten kotona jo koneella kirjoittelemassa ja ihmettelmässä, että mitä ihmettä tänä aamuna oikein tapahtui.
Mulla on iltapäivällä parturi.
tiistai 13. joulukuuta 2011
keskiviikko 7. joulukuuta 2011
Joululahjat
Mikä asia saisi teidät hymyilemään jouluna? Mitä haluaisitte löytää paketista? Elkää sensuroiko ajatuksia, sanokaa mitä mieleen juolahtaa, niin minä parhaani mukaan toteutan toiveenne.
sunnuntai 4. joulukuuta 2011
Change?
Where to begin?
It's 3:03 am on Sunday which still counts as Saturday and that's final. Tomorrow arrives only after you wake up. What the hell in keeping me up so late? Well basically everything.
I kept thinking about all the things I should do, things I should have done by now and things I never did. Then I asked myself why, why are thing so bloody complicated? Shortly after I came to a conclusion, I think too much.
Every single night before falling asleep I find myself thinking how tomorrow I'll do this and that and planning what to do and how to do it. Sometimes, like today, I even think what will I say when facing a certain situation, and that's when it hit me. I live my life inside my head. I have almost completely stopped living my life outside my head and computer, I'm not studying, so I don't have that people filled environment with social activities and such, the only time when I'm actually doing something worthwhile is on Thursdays for a couple of hours when I'm at the fire station in rehearsal. There really isn't that much time that I spent with people nowadays, it's more like I'm having these interactions with people inside my head where I go through every possible scenario of how thing could escalate from the given point, but when actually facing this situation in real life it never goes quite the way I planned it.
So I just should stop planning and start doing. But then there's the problem of how to not plan things when your brain is not occupied, like when you're driving alone or trying to fall asleep. What do people do while they have really nothing to do? Do they plan ahead like I do but I' the only one having problem with it?
There has to be a change. Change in the way I live my life. Of course military service will sort me out in a month or so but I want to start the change right now. I have said this before, or should I say I have thought of this before. Almost every night. This time though, I didn't just fall asleep with my head full of ideas and plans that I could forget the morning after, this time I stayed up and thought more and finally wrote this. I mean there isn't that many things you could do in the middle of the night when there are six other people trying to sleep in the same house. But this is definitely a start. Less thought, more action.
That's part of the reason why I changed the name of my blog. No, I'm not going to write everything in English from now on, I just think this is a better name. The previous one only represented the ideal me, this one's a bit more accurate. I don't live in the moment, I think of the moment.
That's about all of it. At least all that I can think of right now, and even this is a bit messed up.
It's 3:03 am on Sunday which still counts as Saturday and that's final. Tomorrow arrives only after you wake up. What the hell in keeping me up so late? Well basically everything.
I kept thinking about all the things I should do, things I should have done by now and things I never did. Then I asked myself why, why are thing so bloody complicated? Shortly after I came to a conclusion, I think too much.
Every single night before falling asleep I find myself thinking how tomorrow I'll do this and that and planning what to do and how to do it. Sometimes, like today, I even think what will I say when facing a certain situation, and that's when it hit me. I live my life inside my head. I have almost completely stopped living my life outside my head and computer, I'm not studying, so I don't have that people filled environment with social activities and such, the only time when I'm actually doing something worthwhile is on Thursdays for a couple of hours when I'm at the fire station in rehearsal. There really isn't that much time that I spent with people nowadays, it's more like I'm having these interactions with people inside my head where I go through every possible scenario of how thing could escalate from the given point, but when actually facing this situation in real life it never goes quite the way I planned it.
So I just should stop planning and start doing. But then there's the problem of how to not plan things when your brain is not occupied, like when you're driving alone or trying to fall asleep. What do people do while they have really nothing to do? Do they plan ahead like I do but I' the only one having problem with it?
There has to be a change. Change in the way I live my life. Of course military service will sort me out in a month or so but I want to start the change right now. I have said this before, or should I say I have thought of this before. Almost every night. This time though, I didn't just fall asleep with my head full of ideas and plans that I could forget the morning after, this time I stayed up and thought more and finally wrote this. I mean there isn't that many things you could do in the middle of the night when there are six other people trying to sleep in the same house. But this is definitely a start. Less thought, more action.
That's part of the reason why I changed the name of my blog. No, I'm not going to write everything in English from now on, I just think this is a better name. The previous one only represented the ideal me, this one's a bit more accurate. I don't live in the moment, I think of the moment.
That's about all of it. At least all that I can think of right now, and even this is a bit messed up.
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